It is impossible to put into words, the feeling of knowing that you can't stop a relationship coming to an end.. The beginning of the end connotes the end of an era, of having to move on from someone you held onto... The shadow of darkness surrounds you in the hope that it would disappear or it never transpired... We refuse to ignore what or who we care about, emotions well up and sorrow seeps in.. You laugh more, to hide the ruefulness in your eyes.. Frequented with wakefulness, gloomly days, alcohol becomes your new spouse .. But remember, all good things eventually come to an end, love and lust do not last too long.. If you know in your heart that you gave it your all, well that should last you a lifetime of sereneity.. What happened on the other end and questioning and pondering over why & what went wrong is 'none of your business'....
Woody Allen said; 'To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer....'
It is our prerogative to look further ahead and seek the wondrous opportunities life has to offer.. You can never predict the future and never change the past, but you can get yourself together and know that we are capable of making the same mistakes, or having yet another relationship which has no future..Does it matter, really?? We do what we could, moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult... Somethings are just not worth your time and effort, it just wasn't meant to be.. So get up, walk again with your head held high, stride away with confident steps, leaving the anguish and pain that seems to falter your steps.. Just walk ... continue to a new beginning with a smile and enter a new era !!
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.~Dr. Seuss